Free Digital Copy Of My Novella “I Died Once”

Free Digital Copy Of My Novella “I Died Once”

In Honor of Self Publishing My First Ever Fantasy Novel, “Chess With Agatha” very soon, I thought I’d go ahead and Make a Free Digital Copy of My Novella “I Died Once” Available once again, for those of you that haven’t had a chance to pick it up.

At the moment it’s available on Amazon both in Print, and in Digital Format.

Here is the Link for the Digital Version, which will be marked at $0.00 once the book is available for Free. (If it says $1.99, than it hasn’t clicked in yet, but it will on May, 24th at some point)

If You Don’t Have A Kindle Don’t Threat There’s Free PC And Other Reading Apps Here Free Kindle

I hope you Enjoy the Book, it’s a Quick Read (Only 56 Pages), but I’ve had a lot of Positive Feedback on it.

Also if you do pick up a copy, and get a chance to read it, I’d really appreciate if you might Write a Review/Comment on the Amazon Site.

Thank you so much, and Enjoy The Read

DarkJade-

 

Mady’s Storm (Chapter IX) – Identity

Mady’s Storm

A Novella

by DarkJade

Prolog

Chapter One – America

Chapter Two – New York

Chapter Three – Virginia

Chapter Four – Flashback

Chapter Five – Rex Taylor

Chapter Six – Sex

Chapter Seven – A Time For Giving

Chapter Eight – Nightmares

Chapter IX – Identity

What an unimaginable thing that a young woman would hold up the attributes of her one and only father, for all other men to try to compete against.

What an insurmountable task.

It was the sure fire path to a life of loneliness, whether you were in a romantic relationship, or not, bitterness, or constant let down of these unattainable expectations would surely be your undoing.

Perhaps this is why images of my father have as of late begun to fill my nightly dreams.

Visions of him flying backwards into the light, and clouded sky.

Saying such things as “You must open your eyes Mady… open your heart.”

As if that were some easy thing to do in a world that’s grown so cold since his departure.

And “He will be nothing like me Mady… that’s the only truth I know.”

Oh father, how I miss you.

Yes, these are the kind of little conversations that my mind is having with itself while I innocently slumber.

And then of course there’s the new ‘erotic’ dreams that also seem to have worked their ways into the sandman rotation.

These I don’t mind too much…

Full of dark, mysterious strangers…

Come to pleasure my body, my heart, and my soul, under the guise of dream dust.

I must admit, one third of my nights I find myself waking with such an unquenchable lust in my heart…

My bottom lip, bitten, and bleeding.

Panting in the dark.

Waiting? I dare say not.

But all is forgiven…

For never in my life have I remotely experienced such divine, sugary pleasures, as the misguided fantasies of my own mind.

My wits are surely not kind…

But they do truly know what it is to be in a young woman’s body…

Full of thirst, and trivialities.

                                                            Journal of Mady Monroe

DarkJade-

Father

Father

I thought of you today…

We are not so close

Not really…

We are friends, and we do speak

But as time goes by, I wonder…

Wonder of a world without you

You are wise…

And you are good

And yet…

We are not all together close

And I fear that any closer isn’t really possible

I hope you are well…

I think that you are

(Though we aren’t all that close, strangely we both have the same favorite Beatle album)

DarkJade-

PICTURE CREDIT – Father And Son

Fire Alarms

Fire Alarms

 

I can not believe, this happened to me

Choking, fingers snapping

Candid Acts of Chivalry

 

Blinding pages, full of lies

Blood and Pain is on the Rise

Devilish smiles, Evil eyes

 

Blink but once, your Godless Ties

Covered in frogs, and ropes, and vines

Lack of Trust, your Soul’s Demise

 

Trying, Trying all the time

Written by Kaitlin Q. Calkins & James P. Mahoney

PICTURE CREDIT – Men On Fire

Two Hearts

Two Hearts

Two Hearts…

Different

And Yet, the same…

Born from the light

He drops in, and below…

Splashing down, he hardly knows

Hand held high…

She then comes in

Both are equals…

Soul

To Skin…

He takes her through

Shows the way…

Somehow she knows it

Differently…

The Same

DarkJade-

PICTURE CREDIT – Roxxigal’s Media

DarkX – Best Of Vocal Trance (November 2012) Mix Of Remember

DarkX – Best Of Vocal Trance (November 2012) Mix Of Remember

Not everyone Listens to Trance Music… Though I do myself, I find it’s lack of Lyrics (While, there are a few, mostly Chorus one’s on occasion), and River of Sound, helpful as a Background whilst Writing.

But I’m not here to Sell you on, or Educate you on Trance! Lol

I just had a Strong Response to a 15 Minute Track that I posted on My Dark Xperience Trance/Music Site, and so I thought I’d Share the Track here as well… For any that want to check it out.

Enjoy

DarkJade-

**** Songs from moment ***
° TrAcK 01 – Pedro del mar & blue tente.
° TrAcK 02 – Hiroyuki ODA – Revive (Original Mix).
° TrAcK 03 – Nic Chagall feat. Jonathan Mendelson – This Moment (Original Mix).
° TrAcK 04 – Markus Schulz feat. Adina Butar – Caught (Duderstadt Remix).
° TrAcK 05 – Sebastian Brandt – Mana (Original Mix).

Bluer

Bluer

Standing Still

You pass through me…

In… Then Out

My Body Shakes…

Your Light

It Penetrates me…

What’s Left to do

Isn’t this what I asked for…

I Can not be sure

And even if I could…

Would I change a thing

Not Likely…

4 Loves

A 5th Pending…

One Life

Never Ending…

DarkJade-

I Was A Fool

I Was A Fool

I’ve been a Fool

I’ve been Waiting for you…

What else could I do

Love Struck…

No Choice

It’s all that I know…

I’m Falling apart

And I hardly know…

You

The Song they’ll sing…

This Useless Pain

I’ve known so much…

It’s left me Wanting

More than you know…

It’s you I Adore

But I am a Fool…

DarkJade-

PICTURE CREDIT – Sad Anime

Discouraged

 

Discouraged

You Don’t know me

You’ve Never even Tried to…

You say things

Misguided…

Whisperings

It Only Hurts me…

Why do you even Waste Your Time

On Something You do not understand…

I Love you

But You Really Don’t Know me…

And Now I’m left with this

Dark Echoing thought

Feeling…

Pain

Wakeful…

I Remain

I’m Just Sad…

DarkJade-

PICTURE CREDIT – Sabina

Sudden Love

Sudden Love

Like Some Dark Blue Cloak

You Dropped Down Upon me…

The Stars, they Dance around me

My Heart, it Sings…

But I’m still

Unmoving…

Frozen by the Fear that follows

You’re so Near…

I Take my time to Admire

Dreaming of So Much More…

My Clothes

Still Dark…

Your Eyes

I am Yours

DarkJade-

PICTURE CREDIT – Anime Blog