Father
I thought of you today…
We are not so close
Not really…
We are friends, and we do speak
But as time goes by, I wonder…
Wonder of a world without you
You are wise…
And you are good
And yet…
We are not all together close
And I fear that any closer isn’t really possible
I hope you are well…
I think that you are
(Though we aren’t all that close, strangely we both have the same favorite Beatle album)
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Father And Son
I Was A Fool
I’ve been a Fool
I’ve been Waiting for you…
What else could I do
Love Struck…
No Choice
It’s all that I know…
I’m Falling apart
And I hardly know…
You
The Song they’ll sing…
This Useless Pain
I’ve known so much…
It’s left me Wanting
More than you know…
It’s you I Adore
But I am a Fool…
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PICTURE CREDIT – Sad Anime
Wondering
Wondering if you’re still there
Wondering if I Am Near…
Wondering if it’s too Late
Wondering if this is it…
Wondering if I was wrong
Wondering if I should have played along…
That can’t be it
Love is better than that…
I don’t care what Cynics say
They haven’t Felt it in that way…
Morning sits in the Distance
But I have nothing New to say…
It will gladly pat me on the shoulder
Tell me how this is just Love’s Way…
As a Dreamer
I can’t let go…
As a Lover of Love
I’m not made that way…
So Bring out the Stars
And Write another song…
Keep Hope Alive
And Love will surely come Along…
Won’t it?
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Tumblr
Somewhere
Rock, Skin… Ice
Broken Shards
Left to Entice…
Phantoms
Smoke and Light…
Pheromones Realease
Creatures make Nice…
A slow walk by the sea
Cool water against your Cheek…
A sudden drop into light
A Warm, and Breathless Midnight
The Trust I wish to give you…
I hold it in my hand
Look into your Eyes…
Make you understand
You Believe in me…
I Always knew
The Closer that we get…
The More you are Subdued
DarkJade-
Relevant
Doubt Creeps in…
The Rain falls harder tonight
Trying to keep inspired…
Is there someone out there that really cares
I Crack the window…
Cool air seeps in
The Scent of Moonlight Strikes my Senses…
I let you in
Candles lit…
But the coolness covers your fire
I step slowly around the room…
You Mirror me in white
Our Eyes Lock, but do you see…
I Reach out, but find only Phantoms
The Floor Cracks…
I Fall through
Falling…
This Blackness, with Crooked Green Light
I stop Struggling…
It wraps me Tighter
But it can not hold me…
For I have Wings of Fire
And Blood Electric…
I Rise softly now
Leaving only Tears that fall below me…
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Brush In Hand
Paradigm Of Love
You are…
The Walk in the Moonlight
Your Head rested on my shoulder…
While we watch the Sun Go Down
You are…
The Treasure I Hold Closely
When all else fails…
You are there
You are my Sun in the darkness…
My partner when laying in the Park
Deciding what each of the Clouds Shapes could be…
You are the Perfect White Flower
My Summer, Winter, Spring…
You are…
My Dance Partner in the Rain
My Drive down the coast with the roof down…
You are my Hot Chocolate on a Cold Night
My Song…
My Dream
My Hopes…
You are
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Online
Tonight
(A Love Song For A Love)
In 1998 I Wrote a Love Song for my Best Friend, for whom I had fallen in Love… As she had with me
It was called “Tonight”
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Tonight
by James Mahoney
(1998)
Dreams of her
Fill me Tonight
Green Eyes Hope
And All That’s Right
Shooting Star
She’s Seen at Night
Soft Warm Kim
Cool Blue Moonlight
How I Long for her Embrace
Soft as Silk
Her Beautiful Face
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It was a Short Song, I believe the Lyrics were sung twice
I had Written the song on My Blue Acoustic Alvarez Guitar… Which I still own
The Love Affair was also short… 3, maybe 4 months
But we had both just come out of very not good/difficult relationships, and we just kind of landed in each others arms
I do not Regret it… My Time with her was Beautiful, and Powerful
And our Friendship the two years before, helped me through a very difficult time
HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY TO ONE AND ALL!!
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDITS – The Best Color, Time & Love
Escape
Have you ever felt like you want to Escape the one’s you Love…
The Things you Love
Is it Possible to Feel Too Much…
To Care too much
What is it to be Reborn in some White Light…
In a Far Away Land
Surrounded by Blue Waters of Light…
Warm… White Sands slip between your fingers
Your Eyes go black…
The Skies Darken
Ravens Fill The Night…
The Air is much too Warm
Fires Surround you…
You Scream
But only Silence Comes…
Tears of Red
Why can’t we just disappear…
Pretend we don’t care
Live in the Clouds…
Castles
Knights…
Dragons
Escape…
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – For Glory
Nostalgia Storm
Midnight comes around twice…
But I shouldn’t be surprised
I Wake up screaming…
Blood-light in your eyes
Will we weather the storm…
And when I say we…
I mean I
Our Dark ship set sail under Moonlight…
Wind of Change at our back
I Close my eyes and chose Direction…
Morning would Distract
But when I opened my eyes…
What did I see
The same Ocean Sky…
Staring back at me
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Storm On The Sea
Dream Watch
I admit…
I Miss you
The time I held you in my arms…
Too short
I Wished it’d never End
Too Close?
I hardly think so
I Felt your breath
Reach upon my neck…
Warm Promises
Of Dreams Always known…
Yet… I don’t know
I’m not bitter
No…
I haven’t the Heart, nor Stomach for it
Triumphant Life…
I Think so
I’ve Loved So Deeply…
I Can not explain
And yet I am young…
In Heart…
And Mind
Truth seems so rare…
In these troubled… Uncertain times
The Dreams I’ve known…
I can’t let go
And yet I stand here waiting…
For Beauty to fall from the sky once more
And Bless My Life with sweet…
Delicate Love
And Hope…
And Magic
Of course… Magic
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Evening Dreamer
