The Pain Of Loneliness
Though my heart is full…
I am alone
The pain unbearable…
The reasons
Unknown…
I think of you, hoping for relief
Inside, my heart bleeds
Some tumbling need…
I remember when things were so much worse
And yet, here I be…
Who or what do I look to
Are these answers truly in me…
I have so much to give
So much…
To share
But what if no one cares…
What am I to do
Art Above Alone in the Dark
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Teardrops
Get Up…
I Lay there in the Black…
Unable to move
No good will come of it
It Insisted
It Will consume you…
I care not…
For I grow Weary…
He reaches down…
I begin to sink
His constant tugging
What is it…
It Questioned
Move on…
There is nothing left
Done your best
And yet…
Hope… Put Out
I am… Put Out
It comes
Escape…
Upon me
He throws himself…
And we are one
And I am…
Done
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PICTURE CREDIT – Teardrops
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Disheartened
I spoke to a Friend today…
Bitter
And Rightous
I saw your Face Today…
With Another
Fight us
I long to stand taller
My Faded skin disappoints me
This isn’t me…
I’m not like us
Sinking… But I can not
Running… Can not be Caught
I am unlike you…
I do not… Judge you
I wont… Be you
Release me of your lot on life
Free me of your pain
To talk to you, is to talk to Paint
It’s already left a stain
I thought you were my Friend…
I had forgot
Loyalty is your Final Call
You are no Friend at all
I wish you all the best
In this Life of Lonliness
Instead I sit alone… In pain
Dust is no friend
This must surely end… Wont it?
DarkJade-
PICTURE CREDIT – Sadness
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Love Must Come
Boy in dark…
Coin to air
Deep Blue Pool
Hearts despair
Under stars
Love Must Come
It has before…
It must again
Tossed… Froze… Held
Breath away
From dark within…
Much dismay
Drawn forth…
Hearts device
Across its face…
Colors… And Light
It holds inside…
Hope… Trust and Lust
Love Must Come
It simply must
Dim the Fires
Revealing Green
Loves not kind…
In fact… Its mean
Dark Black warmth
Hair… Wavey and Red
Loves before…
Not simply shed
Shapes to forms
To each… Their own
Unique to taste…
Scents… Unknown
When thoughts do blend…
Hearts will mend
Her His own
They were once friends
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Spiral
I’m Falling…
My Arms Extended… I can’t get out
White… Then Black
Red… Then Blue
I Land…
Black Sands
Step Forward…
I Can’t Get Out…
Clothed in Black…
Hair… Combed
Why Are my Eyes So Black
My Blood so Red
My Mood so Blue…
Together I spin… Slowly
Memories Form… Music
I am Alone… The Sands so White
I am Afraid… No… I’m not
Skies Part… Clouds
Cold Skin…
Soft Eyes
It’s Love… No… It’s not
I am Alone… All through the night
All of the nights
It Will Change… I don’t know
I Can’t know
It will change…
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PHOTO CREDIT – Trippy Spiral
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~Rescue~
Alone I Float
Above this Vastness of Dark, and Deep Water
Simplicity is there
As I spin slowly, letting my fingers touch the Coolness Below
As they immerse within the depths of Imagination
The Impending Truth awaits me…
But I am not ready…
I wish that I was… But you can not rush these things
And so I wait…
Knowing full well, you will never come
As I look around me, I realize I am not Alone after all…
These Pedestrians of Light
You… Wanderers of the Night
Look how you touch it’s waters with me
Each more inspired, and impressed, than the next
Oh how they smile
And yet what a wonder is this… For Courage is such a Rare thing
And Strength… Not a Common Deployment
Hard Earned… And Rarely Given
You look at me “She will not come you know…”
But your words fall in front of me…
Like Petals to the wind
And Mine Eyes Blink away my Worries
And see only Into Your Heart…
Beating…
Awaking…
Some Better part of me
Perhaps it’s true… And she will not come
But Perhaps She will
Rescue
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~Grace~
In This Soon Morn Hour
Desperate for Release
I Look to Stars Within
I Ask the Pain to Cease
You’ve always been so kind
You’ve never let me threat
Your Place inside my heart
I simply can’t forget
It seems like such a shame
To let these feelings go
I think of how we loved
It’s you I long to hold
I Call upon your Grace
So deeply in the night
Rid me from this Place
Free me of this plight
Perhaps I’m Wrong in Asking
To say these things Tonight
It’s you I long to love
Perhaps I’ve lost my sight
Funny How I act
As if I have a choice…
Best just Burn for now
My Soul has lost its Voice
I miss you… I cannot have you… I sit alone…
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~Exiled~
Here I sit…
Upon This ship
Waves Crashing against my Head
I Try to sleep
I Try to live
Images come instead
Why Won’t you go
You seem to stay
And yet I’m all alone
I Close My eyes
Like Ghosts you come
And yet you are not dead
If Gone you wish
Than why persist
I Beg… I Plea.. No End
You Wave your hair
Adjust your Stare
And Seek me there Again
Exiled
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~Some Place I Go~
There is a Place I Go…
Somewhere No One Knows…
The Quiet… Resounding
The Peace… Unbounded
Sometimes I think of you
Just for a While
But I am Alone
The Crystal Sands…
The Waking Hour
The Water Blue
The Long Way Home…
Tears Won’t Help me
I Cast My Vision to the Sky
The Light is so Bright
Vast Fields of Hopes… And Dreams
Cool Moonlight…
Arms Wrapped Tightly Now
Do Not Wake Me
I Long To Sleep
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~Sweet Embrace~
If not you… Than Who
If Not Now… Then When
I Run Across the Vacant Room, Arms Extended…
My Movement becomes slower and slower
My Eyes Wide Open, and yet… I can not see
Robbed Again of All that is Glorious
Longing… Oh so Longing
The Wall Comes forward… The Blackness
I slide and cannot stop
My Eyes Open again…
This Time My Self… My Child
Tugs at my Much Too Long Sleeves…
Calling Me… beckoning
Her Eyes Tell me… Her Eye’s Bleed
Please she says… please
As I turn to her… My head shaking…
The Rain has fallen
Black Tears from mine Eyes
please…
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