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Waiting

Posted in Entertainment, Inspiration, Life, Love, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , on February 2, 2012 by darkjade68

Waiting

As I Sit before the Sea

What seems to be Eternity

I Cast My Gaze… oh so Far

I Know The Sun…

  Is Sure to Fall

I Reach and Grab… What seems a Sail

It’s Just a Wind… A Wave

Perchance a Cloud

Tears wont come…

No Not now…

It Seems, perhaps… I’ve Forgotten how

I Close my Eyes…

The Colors Fade

Without Love…

I’ll Surely End

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Sadness

Posted in Entertainment, Life, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , , , on January 16, 2012 by darkjade68

Sadness

Sadness is here…

How long it stay

Alone I fall

Black Ice Crack

Swim Deep…

Out of Breath now

Tears won’t Come

They Pity Me Not…

Not one shed of Relief…

I Start to Bleed… Watch not

I will not…

I… Shall not

Appoligize

And so I need

The Warmth…

Of the Wounded Heart…

The Fallen Star

For me… No Ark

I Spin to Face you…

And Offer you this

I Strike at Thee…

With Eyes so Dark

I Take Thine Breath

Your Last…

I Release you

My Pain is my own…

Not yours to Bare

You are Unharmed… I Swear

I Stare with Vacant Gaze…

The Light Behind The Green…

Has gone out

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Light From Dark

Posted in Entertainment, Love, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , , , , on January 5, 2012 by darkjade68

Light From Dark

Like Blackened Wood…

Full of Green Light

The Splinters Strike my skin…

Time Slows

The Blackness is all around me…

But there is Light

I Have Not been here

It is… Unfamiliar

There is More to Life than we know…

Our day to day…

There is more

I stagger forth…

I hardly know

I have Lost People…

Greater than I Thought I’d ever know…

I have Loved Angels…

And Weeped in Storms…

Of Pitch Black, Wavy hair

The losses I’ve known…

The Losses

I know

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Teardrops

Posted in Entertainment, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , , , , on December 30, 2011 by darkjade68

Teardrops

Get Up…

I Lay there in the Black…

Unable to move

No good will come of it

It Insisted

It Will consume you…

I care not…

For I grow Weary…

He reaches down…

I begin to sink

His constant tugging

What is it…

It Questioned

Move on…

There is nothing left

Done your best

And yet…

Hope… Put Out

I am… Put Out

It comes

Escape…

Upon me

He throws himself…

And we are one

And I am…

Done

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Truth

Posted in Entertainment, Life, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , , on December 28, 2011 by darkjade68

Truth

It Has Not Come…

It Will Not Come

And so The Dream Steps Forth

To take the Brunt

Of what you can not Tell

Of What you will not Say

Is this Right?

Is This all

I Can Wait no more

The Truth is…

You are gone

And No Other Truth

Would change this

I will not pretend it doesn’t still hurt

Or that I have truly Forgiven you

How can I…

When the Truth is not Fully known…

Can Not be Fully Told

And so it lingers on

This Pain

What once was Fear…

Is Replaced by Silence

What Once I Held Dear…

Dust

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Shadows

Posted in Love, Poem, Poetry, Scribblings, Writing with tags , , on November 9, 2011 by darkjade68

Shadows

As I sit here, Legs Crossed, Head Down

Dragging my Fingers across these Grey Sands of Time Gone by…

I think of the Many You

Your Long Red Hair…

Your Green, now Brown Eyes

A Cool Warm Breeze crosses my Brow

Around me are the many Stars of Hope

Each Gazing… Each Watching

Only they know the Wearing of my Heart

I was only a young child when I first sought you out

You walked me to the Nurse when I felt ill…

You hunted me down, and I let you catch me

I watched you play… I watched you grow, and change

But each day my Heart Longed for something more…

That Kiss Goodnight… That Long, Deep Look

The Parting of your Red Lips

The Warmth of Your Touch, and Meaningful Breath

And Yet you eluded me

And I grew… And changed

You nearly Harmed Me, but I moved away

You tried to Scar me, I would not Stay

In the Middle of the Night, it’s you that touched my hair

Spoke my name

Made me well… And Calm… And Home

I Long to Hold you once again…

Instead I sit here… Legs Crossed…

Head Down…

Fingers in the Sand

With only Shadows of you… And you… And you

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Blue

Posted in Inspiration, Love, Poem, Poetry, Scribblings with tags , , , , on October 12, 2011 by darkjade68

~Blue~

My Heart’s just not in it…

What is it you ask

My mum hit 70 in August

With that I rolled

Age is a Mindset…

Or so I’m told

I love my Life

I Really do

Perhaps that’s the Problem

I start to cry

I am Strong

Forever Young

Three Cardiologist Appointments in One Week?

Alright, I’m done

I try to Surf Light

I do quite well

Despite this Black Wave

To spite this Swell

I sit on the floor

Look at these hands

Why can’t they Write

I’ve so many Plans

In my Greatest Imagination

Yes, in all that I Wield

The thing I want most

Is out of my Field

I love you Mom… Don’t go anywhere… Not yet… Stick it out for another 20 or so… I have so much to share… I’ve only just begun

Your Son James

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